What I didn’t know. I thought I could stay safely in my head. I thought I could leave my personal life at the door. I thought I could focus on someone else’s emotional life. And God laughed - an open-mouth, full-belly exuberant outpouring of mirth. Instead, I dissolved into my chair. I fought to keep tears from escaping my chest. I beheld the turmoil in my own heart. God’s re-formation of my life was just beginning.